S. Leannán

“ Hear Me…”

Thus I laid there, quiet…
I started thinking about my life and I felt oppressed at the idea that I could have never known you… but then I understood that every step I had taken, from the first, was only meant to lead me to this place where we met.

The time and place didn’t matter, and should we have met earlier, it wouldn’t have changed a thing… I already knew that, no matter what, we were to live what we did… and this is what I took with me that one night.

Nothing else counted
and I needed nothing more
to feel at peace…

But yet I have even more…
Not a hope, but a certitude…
and this is part of what I need to tell you.

I am not waiting for you, my Love.
I am with you as I’ve always been
and when the way is clear
you’ll see me there…

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You came to me without a word
You touched me and I shivered

You had laid your hand on my wrist
And between your fingers and my skin
Trickling to the floor the ice was melting…

You had just came in and you had noticed
What they, here, had not seen for days.
To look at others there are so many ways…

You wanted to know and I explained
Why I left so many things on the shelf
Why I could beat others but not myself…
It was a cold foggy night and it rained

We were soaked before we got to your car
Yet only a few strides from my place…
So running there seemed the wisest by far
And side by side we forced the pace…

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“To Whom it may concern” is ’something’ that I cannot explain… and all I need to say, really, is that it is destined to One Person only.

I believe that this young Lady was 25 years old at the time of this night that “Angel” refers to as “Tonight” (Part 3), and that it was 3 years ago… but I might be totally wrong on that…

No matter what, I trust, or hope, should I say, that she will recognise him… and thus recognise herself.

“Without a Fight”, which was published here 16 days ago, is the first part of this Message. I think it is something that “Angel” had “told” her some time after their “separation”, at a point when he had given up the two “jobs” that he had upon their encounter.

The lines herebelow are not part of Angel’s message to her but only the notes of his “messenger” and they might help, should it be necessary, this young Lady understand, or “recognise” who Parts 3 & 4 come from and are addressed to…

“The Scribe’s Notes”

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The game was fixed from the start
There’s no way to defeat a ghost
While he was playing his part
I already knew we all were lost

It’s quite hard to go down without a fight
When you’re used to go on without respite
But as you fled I just stood still
“He hasn’ t won, none of us will”

You said that I am strong
And I would be alright…
In a way you were right
And I have gone along

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