S. Leannán

(His Words – 2)

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“ Hear Me…”
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Thus I laid there, quiet…
I started thinking about my life and I felt oppressed at the idea that I could have never known you… but then I understood that every step I had taken, from the first, was only meant to lead me to this place where we met.

The time and place didn’t matter, and should we have met earlier, it wouldn’t have changed a thing… I already knew that, no matter what, we were to live what we did… and this is what I took with me that one night.
 

Nothing else counted
and I needed nothing more
to feel at peace…

But yet I have even more…
Not a hope, but a certitude…
and this is part of what I need to tell you.

I am not waiting for you, my Love.
I am with you as I’ve always been
and when the way is clear
you’ll see me there…
and we’ll be holding each other as we did
every night since the one we met…
whether it was three years ago
or way back in different lives…

Live your Life, my Love, enjoy every second…
Fill it with each and every gift it will hand to you,
make it bright and happy with laughter and smile…
Love all you can and know, take your time in all, all the way…
and please, I beseech you my Love,
do not spend another second grieving for me
or regretting anything…
because we did it all right,
and everything is fine and well.

Don’t ask yourself if you’re out of your mind
when you have the feeling that I am near…
You aren’t thinking it up,
I am here, all the time.

Don’t shake your head
while you think you hear me…
Your heart keeps listening…
and every word you hear is true.

Have no regret, stop feeling guilty,
please don’t upset yourself…
We both did the best we knew…
You gave me all your Love
and mine is yours as always
and will never cease to be.

Be happy,
live and love some more…
it will never be too much.

What we had no time to live or reach is ours already.
It won’t wilt… it’s bright ahead, I see it shine…
Our Souls are entwined in the Unity of Time.

We’ll make it there, my Love…
We’ll make it greater than we ever dreamed we could.

You were with me while I was gently slipping away
I could see you and this tiny mark no one ever notices
I could feel the warmth of your body against mine
I could even feel the touch of your hand on my face
and the last breath I took, I took from your lips
… It’s in me still …

I was in Peace…
feeling as whole as when we fell asleep still embraced…
You were both around and within me
and you still are, my Love…

When you think you’re alone I see you cry…
In your sleep every night I hear you call my name
and when you look so sad I know what’s on your mind…
I’ve always known how you felt, every day, for all that time
and because I also know how you’ve been feeling lately,
I had to tell you, my Love…
You needed to hear me and someone said…
“Tell me, Angel… and she will hear you”…

You are with me in all dimensions
and everything is well, my Love…
While you read this, hear me… 
Know that I love you endlessly…
Know that when years from now
the Time will come for you,
you will feel me as clearly
as I was feeling you.

This is my promise now, my Love,
and I’ll keep this one too.

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(S. Leannán)
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… To Whom It May Concern …

-  “Without a Fight”   (Part 1) 
-   The Scribe’s Notes    (Part 2) 
-  ”… but Tonight…”   (Part 3)
-  ”Hear Me…”   (Part 4) …